As you can see from the title, today was our 7th month anniversary honestly, i can't believe it has been so long. i guess the saying that time goes faster when you're happy is correct. soo... to celebrate, i took Jawd to Daikoku restaurant. which is... a Japanese teppanyaki restaurant. I was so scared he wouldn't like it tho, coz Japanese is not one of his top cuisines hehe. We got there a lil early so we had to order drinks first, after that we were seated down with 2 other women at one of the tables with a big cooking stove in the middle. The waitress took our orders and served us our miso soup and salad. it was reaaaalllly yummy. well to me anyways not long after that a asian guy appeared. don't know what his nationality is tho, i thought he was japanese but found out later that he wasn't. anyways! he came infront of us n introduced himself. His name was Raymond, which i found out later too hehe. He was really friendly and did all these amazing trick while he was cooking our dinner. Like at one point he asked us "who would like to catch an egg?" and me n Jawd were like "what?" lol and the 1 of the 2 ladies in front of us opened their mouth to catch a small piece of cooked egg! awesome aye haha. he did this around the table. Not surprisingly i was a failure at catching the egg hehe. was waaaay off. Jawd on the other hand catched the first one perfectly. the 2nd one tho.... now that... that was a bad throw. hehe throughout dinner Raymond was a superb performer, he even juggled the pepper dispenser with his eyes closed! i mean come on! that's sooo cooL! kekkee.. so yea. dinner was amazing.. after that, we went to Albany mall to buy a pair of shoes... he needed a new pair for work,.. and I um.. needed a new pair for uni. hehe. and then~~ we went to Pak n Save to try to spend 50 or above just so we  can get the 4c off petrol! and did i mention petrol is now 177.9??? that's crazy. so yea... it's just so expensive to drive nowadays. bussing is necessary lol. OH and.... today is an awesome day. not just because it's out anniversary, but that's enough reason to be awesome itself but! i got 2 job interviews on monday! yes yes yes! and alot of little things happened throughout the day too. Jawd said hopefully it will continue like this for another week or so. ooo i would also like to add that it's berny's bday dinner tomorrow!!! shud be really good. alot of ppl are going hehe. berny's very popular u see so yea i better get sleeping now! don't want to have panda eyes kekkee.. till next time.!

i don know what to say... don't know what to think either. i know this is not as confusing as it seems but i guess it's just big to me.. it's nothing really. just one of those things again. should be use to it by now. even if i'm not i'll get use to it eventually. sometimes it really doesn't matter.. but then i wonder if i'm just pretending it doesn't matter.. trying to push it all away.. but then again it could be me trying to put on a strong side. just to show that i'm strong. have no idea how long i can keep this up tho. this is stupid..

no one will ever know ....

ever

some things are meant to be kept secrets..

n this is one of them.